Shafkat Kahn is an elder at New City Fellowship Nairobi and leader of Overcomers By Grace, a ministry with the physically and mentally disabled. One evening during the Nairobi Team visit in March 2006, the team had the privilege of hearing his story. In Shafkat’s words:
“My dad was retired and living on pension and my older brother Omi and I were not able to both continue going to school. My brother continued with schooling and I started Islamic studies–reading the Koran in Arabic, reciting and praying. My father saw that I would make a priest one day.
I was born in Nairobi, moved down to a town to live with my uncle during this time. There was an abandoned mosque there, and they brought an Imam*. I went and picked people up and we all prayed 5 times a day at the mosque. I was 19 years old.
While I was staying with them, my uncle died in a crash. I started to take care of my aunt, a widow, two orphan kids and a handicapped auntie. My dad at that time was in Mombasa, and I was working to support elder & younger brother to continue with schooling.
During one of my trips from Mombasa, I was in an accident. I was driving fast and the tire burst, the car rolled, I was thrown from the vehicle and the car rolled over me. I was taken up to the national hospital and life there was bad. They did not think I was going to survive. My whole family was there and they were told that I would not make it. Then I got a little better, that’s when I was first told, after about 5 or 6 months, that I would not walk again. That was the time when I felt awful… I wished I had died in the accident.
I was taken to the spine injury hospital and spent a total of six and a half years there, many many surgeries. I thought: “If I had died in the crash, where would I go? Heaven or hell?” That’s what we had been told all along, that after dying there’s judgment. If God was in a good mood, if your good deeds outweighed the bad ones, then he might let you into heaven, but if your bad deeds outweighed the good ones, you were definitely going to hell…. And I was not an accountant, so I couldn’t tell (everyone laughs)! So that really put a lot of fear in my heart, because I knew I had done some pretty good things, but I knew that I had done quite a number of bad things too.
So this was when I had smuggled in a translated text of the Koran into the hospital. Because ceremoniously a hospital is an unclean place, so you can’t have that holy book in the hospital. So reading through and reading about the prophet Muhammad I thought –is this man really a prophet? Reading about his lifestyle, how he spread Islam…eventually I came to a point where Muhammad says: “I am no new thing amongst the prophets, I only do what has been inspired in me, and I did not know what would come of me on the day of judgment.”
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